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Tonite is one of those nites that I have loads of stuffs to rant about so if ure down to hear it all...:read along!

Distraction.

I've noticed that in these last days a lot of persons around me are getting distracted; balance is fast becoming an issue for many, and this is rather displeasant.

I take pride in the fact that I can multi-task conveniently, I can effectively link up n converse with two persons with contrasting interests and personalities at the same time, I can handle business effectively even during exams and all of that.....but many people can't do that!

I've noticed a lot of persons getting distracted by new friendships and it's paining me that I'm constantly falling on the list of 'old friends'. But I'm used to this phase, the runaway friends get tired of the new friends and easily run back to their roots. And I don't think I want to be fallen back upon this time again. Not like I'm not making new friends as well....buh there's something bout old wine..

I'm seeing some CEO friends getting distracted. I've not even had business talks with some people I expect to be hovering round me these last days for my ideas and contributions to their take-off plans, and I'm shaking my head in pity because I'm meeting people now, establishing new links with each passing day and I'm crying to have people I can carry along....but they won't come and I won't go meet them!

I'm getting scared of business relationships kind of, judging from the terrible experience I had with peeps during IT. I'm not down to start dancing around with someone's balloon dream; this was what I was sharing with someone who was complaining to me about the unseriousness of 'CU-preneur' friends. I was quick to share the words of my boss with him "THERE IS NOTHING LIKE UR OWN THING, THERE IS NOTHING BETTER THAN RUNNING UR OWN THING BY URSELF"

One has to watch how one runs after another man's dream, if not it will end up bringing pain and avoidable disappointments. This is why I keep advising those in partnership to document roles n b legally bound, but that deceitful cloak of "ahn ahn....hez my personal person now" blurs out their vision.

It's rather humorous to know that I have a friend who won't talk to me again because she felt she was correcting me and I won't listen....she says "take caution" and I say "allow me, taking caution is not my thing..Phil4:6 even backs me up on that" in reaction to that it's been 'hello' 'hi's......y???

I'm trying to be sure the problem is not me and my self appraisal tells me I'm not the problem. But even if I'm the problem, momentary friendship overlooks temporary misbehaviour. So y shun me?

TTG end tomorrow and I'm glad it's finally over, it has been choking my intellectual will. I have a pending branding job to do, pending consultancy work to do on an event, and A-Z LIFE LESSONS keeps unravelling new chapters with each passing day....imagine the same me that just claimed I can multi-task complaining oh!!

I'm grateful to GOD for the lecturer who summoned me yesterday, they discovered that my 6units project recorded score was '0'

Glory to God, it has been corrected!!

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OTTA MEMOIRS

How come the last is always the toughest?

Men, it's not been beans reading for tomorrow's paper oh!!

I've been struggling all day! In my bid to relax and have a stress-free weekend I washed off the exam spirit and that didn't do me much good for the early hours of today because I was forcing it, but I can still smile though...I now know something :-)

I pray this paper goes well because I cut out too many topics out of my reading list, with the way I'm dedicated to the couple of select topics I have read, you might want to think I've seen the question paper before the exam..this strategy has worked for all other exams...as in lazy Tolu cant just read all the topics, I pray it doesn't feel this last time.

After tomorrow, what next? Let me just wait till then before my thoughts take me out of this academic mode.

Today was like my best day ever in this month, it kind of felt like a birthday somehow, woke up to see NakedSha posting up my interview with her on her blog...was just too excited when I saw it.

Reading hours weren't so pleasant though, those were the only low moments of the day, I called Terra Kulture again, they've not slyed me..July9 is still open, am still hoping I'll get a discount from them when I go down this week.

I had a wonderful time chatting with a friend for about an hour in the library( I got tired of reading now!!!...lol), as in....it was good talk!

Then this evening was mega...I made 5 new friends within the space of 40mins, and I don't know what spirit was on me tonight, I was just cracking everyone up, everyone second they spent with me was worthwhile...I got a free dinner pass to some class dinner this Friday though I'm not sure I will be in school, but if I'm in school why not? free fooood men!

I'm loving every minute of these 25days to grad!

How come no one hinted us it was gonna be this fun?

I'm just blessed

Stick with me!

CONGRATS TO WINNERS OF THE NIGERIAN BLOG AWARDS

Myne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U deserve it!

Harry, thumbs up

Jaycee..who else can come close?

Ciao.

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JOR OH...

Allow him talk

He's sowing seeds

Your word

Your bond

Allow him look

It will only help him to see

As far the eyes see

He gives

Allow him cry

This might be his last

Once beaten

Twice shy

Allow him play

Soon he will lose relevance for it

No work

No pay

Allow him fall

In shame he'll rise

Dust himself

And crave for his pride again

Allow him rush

Soon he'll fall

Any yet rise

To one step at a time

Allow him memories

Soon they'll fade

The hands of time

Can never be turned

Allow him blab

Soon it will be history

It's his story

Autobiography in the making

Allow him be

It's his identity

Get over it

Brands are built to last

Express yourself today

For tomorrow u know not!

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Might not be worth reading

Because it's.....

THE BOOK COVER AGAIN!

I've not been impressing myself with what I've been writing lately, so this is an a random attempt to pick up form.

What can I talk about? Should I talk about the book cover concept I've been trying to talk about for three days? I've been trying to gather my thoughts together and put up a piece on the concept of first impression, and I've tried so hard to do put up something nice and nothing good has come out. The mere fact that I'm even trying to force it now seems like it will even kill it further, but like I don't want to stop typing cause I'm really hoping it will come out.

I'm hardly lucky with that super-duper first impression and I'm trying to make my experiences the base of my talk on this issue. U know, with time I've come to realise that I generally don't hit it big with people at first if all they just do is to look at me, it's in very view cases that I just kill it on the spot; like I have to talk before I can strike a meaningful impression...why?

Over time I've come to enjoy the fact that people have a perception of my personality that ends up being different from what they get when they finally meet me. I've met loads of people that can't believe I could actually crack them up because of the intense seriousness they see on the outside.

But u know, I kind of enjoy all of the drama you know. Ure all out for business and then u find that the business content is coming with a large chunk of pleasure. This brings me to a key lesson I've learnt from my years of meeting people of different personality, I've discovered that no matter how serious people look on the outside or how serious they could even be on their inside and how serious they want to get during conversations and all, everybody wants to have fun. People want that good laugh and to an extent they want to gather bits and pieces about your person, so give them what they want!!

Again I ask, do we really know what we want to read in the book after we are done picking it because of the book cover?

Argghhhhh.....I'm losing it.....I don't know what I'm saying again oh.

Can we link this impression thing to the babes we label "career sensitive, Jesus-loving, committed churchgoers" who we see ending up dating guys with contrasting qualities - the kind of guys we label "yuppy, random, fun-loving"?

Because me I've discovered that those "career sensitive, Jesus-loving, committed churchgoers" guys are mostly not happy; happy in the sense of being fun-loving and interesting. They just keep dulling.

Really, what am I talking about?

Ure the one that clicked oh....

I think I've been too happy these days, and I'm becoming unfamiliar with writing out of hurt and discomfort jare. I need to uncomfy with something soon. Writer's block is not for everybody, it is not my portion! I'm supposed to start pro writing by Monday o, I trust God to see me through.

@Jaycee, nice post....twas yet another inspiring one, Doug is equally good.

It's making me want to shut down my computer and lie on my bed to chill/chat with God. I want to be hot for real!

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LVI: rANd0M

I dunno men...I think I should just keep it random

Random, random!!

I have 2 tests 2mrw...cramming capacity exceeded. Cram tank, overflowing!

From what I'm seeing on my Facebook homepage, I miss Bugbemi..hez a perfect dad-friend to have around this July, buh I guess I just have to improvise.

Again I see that babe I've been seeing for over 2,3years now and we never talk, and it's the same staring at each other today again...and I'm asking myself..why?

I talk to her and we become friends and the moments of staring end there?

I talk to her, the conversation doesn't go so well and...?

I'm waiting for her to come and holla so I can feel like I'm the boss?

I talk to her, she shells...or shez got this irritating accent and...?

But really it's not just this babe alone oh...other faces too like that.

So I wonder, why do we do that cos me I dunno oh?

I'm in between sleep and awake

But I have to talk! It's my word, it's my bond

Random, random

I think I wasnt so happy just a couple of minutes back and maybe thats what I should have talked about tonight...but who wants to read about that?

But I'm working on my tongue....things dont always come out well when my "P" button is pushed.

Random, random

Yar'Adua dies :-(

I write a 10am TMC test (ehn ehn...me n R saw 1 CIS babe dubbing TMC from beginning to the end oh...she didnt use her question paper for once, and to make things worse, the person she was dubbing was seating on the chair behind her...dat babe is PRO!)

Chancellor's assembly in hour of the late president

The test I didn't read for was cancelled

Read, Read, Read!! 2 tests tomorrow!!

Was wit Mac a bit this evening...musta pissed her off at some point :-(....I'm sowi!!!

If the post wasnt worth it...pele oh, c ya 2mrw

To my bed I return!